Just thinking about the way I want everything to pan out and how everyone just says, "think positive". I just don't understand how thinking a good way can get you what you want, I'd rather the harsh truth than that.
The truth can kind of be like a bad accident or maybe a deer in the headlights. It's shocking and maybe even too harsh then you thought, but what would you rather? False hope, or harsh realisation?
There's that feeling you have in your chest when you know something is right, even though that feeling makes you feel kind of sick. i love that feeling, must be the feeling of hope or something along those lines.
If only that feeling could last.
