The Year

The end of 2008 is coming and I cannot even explain how much better this year has been. Comparing this to the years that have been lost this year has been a godsend. Everything has finally began to fall into place the way it should have done a long time ago.
Figuring out what I think I have been born to do has made a huge impact on me this year as I have changed drastically throughout this year and not just physically but defiantly mentally hugely. This year I have really opened my eyes a broadened my horizons and have started to make something of myself. This year couldn't of come at a better time.

The Resolutions

So as the year come draws to a close and to my birthday, its started to make me think of other peoples new year resolutions and what my own is going to be. When i think of resolutions though, they make me think of failure as most just go to waste even though it is a new year with a new start.
Even though I don't really believe in the value of new years resolutions I've been thinking about this for a few weeks now and still can't decide as I will probably end up not keeping it. The main one is to probably grow heart instead of having a little black heart that can't feel anything or just maybe some feelings would be nice.

The Holidays

Holiday season is a huge part of the current year for most people, for my mum, sister and myself, it's pretty much another time to remind us of the lack of family we have because of my father. Because of that they have adopted the position of the Grinch and therefore want nothing to do with any of the Christmas traditions.
I hate how it never snows in our city. It just doesn't seem right having a thirty degree Christmas day at the beach. I can't wait for the days where I have Christmas in a cottage in Surry with it snowing. I also love how there are always Christmas movies on TV and how you always feel like watching home alone. Christmas really makes you feel welcomed.