I can't help but think, if this moment right now is going to carry on, nothings going to change and that has to be my worst fear. The fear of nothing changing, everything being the same and i'm not talking groundhog day no change.
As you get older you just wake up, make your way to the boring dead end office job, do the same routine everyday. I couldn't think of anything worse. Now it feels like it's just getting harder and harder to achieve your goals and dreams, because everyone expects so much of you.
I'm sick of it, trying and trying and getting nothing out of it and just getting worse. Lets just hope that it can't get any worse.
