Wednesday, November 26, 2008

The Realization

Things begin to start looking up but then begin to go back downhill, happens every time. Just little things and big things too. A lot of things just creeping back up from my past. Things I wanted to forget for good, things that I didn't want to have to explain to new friends, but eventually you're just going to have to.
Realising that all you want to do is leave this place to get away is hard, because you need money to do so. The focus now is the future and ignore all the things that have gone on in the past. I've decided I'm going to have a clean slate and start again and go for what i want.